I may seem like the happiest person you know
Goofy and full of life but deep down I am fighting so many things mental
I’m exhausted
I’m over it
I wish I could disappear
forget everything
Start anew
My chest is heavy with pain
Pressing against my rib cage
Barley breathing
Walking in a shadow of a dark cloud
People say they want to help
But do nothing but tear me down even further
I wish I could forget all the pain and trauma
But it’s imbedded in my like a tattoo
I’ve experienced pain so many times it’s hard for me to shed a tear for it now because Ik it’s more right around the corner
A River of black water flowing into my sea of hurt destroying life within these waters
Waiting for the moment I truly die inside
Tears fill my eyes but never flow
Scared of emotions
Abused and miss used
Unfortunate soul
Wondering alone
In this hurtful thing called life