#SadGirlVibe

Me being polite wasn’t fair to myself Keeping my mouth shut wasn’t right Looking the other way was wrong but I had no more fight In that moment I had lost myself My soul broken There was no light Just darkness and anger But what was I supposed to do right it was already done Already swept up under the rug It wasn’t a big deal they made it seem so harmless... So MUTUAL ... I never had the time to heal Just had to move on like nothing happened Nobody really saw me They just say a girl with a problem they didn’t care to fix ( broken) Nobody really see’s my hurt So I bottle it up my cup is full I must drink my sorrows Because I feel safer behind the walls I’ve built Not having to be so variable and so open Always a mysterious

Fearful of letting anyone close enough to hurt me Or love me